A couple of posts I put on from home do not seem to have appeared on the site. Still thats just my luck. The lst few days I have had nothing but bad luck and some of my past drop offs that I thought I had got away with have re-appeared. Its a pretty major drop off that's caught me up and I am feeling really stressed out.. not good for me, when I get like this I start shaking inside and my brain seems to just stop thinking sensibly.Mind you, I don't think sensibly at the best of times..but when I'm stressed I get ten times worse.

been reading a blog by a woman called Alex. She is a pretty awesome person who has got the bottle to do what I would like to do...Leave the steady job and go it alone.