Things are slowly slipping into place. But I will not be happy until I have thing sorted to my satisfaction. I never realised leaving work and (semi) retiring could be such hard work.
Being retired and doing nothing is such hard graft.

At first I was in a mad panic wondering if I had done the right thing, but now I beginning to calm down and see things more rationally. I just need to re-prioritise and sort my head out.
Suddenly, falling out of the rat race is a very strange thing to do.

Thanks to BW for her good advice (as usuail). A rock in a storm.